Name: (N)egative Reality
Duration: P00H04M30S
Description: Schizophrenia

(N)egative Reality

from A Darkness Unknown by Meditator

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Schizophrenia

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Thoughts become manifest
A terror in my eyes but also my closest alley
We speak in ways that no one understands
They're my own world that no one else can see
Thoughts runaway with me,
Truth's so hard to see
I just want to be free
From the chaos in my head
Tell me is this real or my reality?

There's something I have to do
But I really don't want
But according to the man
So slinder with out stretched hands
He beckons me
"Do this if you want to be free"
Reluctantly I agree
I need to protect my family
Lure her over here
Dear God this is really happening
With hidden blade I'm feeling despair
"Don't be afraid, I'm so sorry!"
Oh! There's so much blood
But here is no screams only the sound of metal and flesh
Please believe me, I just wanted to be free

It seems so real
This world that I see isn't reality
How can this be?
What's happened to me?
What's this world that I see if not reality?
And they scream take this pill, we'll help you heal
But now I can't feel

How do I know you're real?
I can't tell the difference in the feel
Help me! My mind is dragging me under!
I can't tell what's safe anymore!
I don't know who to believe!

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from A Darkness Unknown, released March 2, 2018

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Progressive metalcore studio project based out of Nashville. Connecting with fans through intense aggressive music and thought provoking themes.

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