Name: Subconscious W(A)r
Duration: P00H03M40S
Description: PTSD

Subconscious W(A)r

from A Darkness Unknown by Meditator

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PTSD

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Over and over
Repeating all day
These images haunting me
Tearing away
My life and my mind
Cracking, going to break
I'm shaking, fear taking me
Mental will fray
I'm lost in my own world of recreated hell
I'm lost
(I'm lost)
I'm lost
(I'm lost)
In hell
(In hell)
In this mental hell

See the pain seething
Feel your soul reeling

Thougts are racing
Heart's palpatating
Pulse beating in me like a frantic war drum
Focus drowned out by this ceribral hum
Creating a soundtrack to the mental visions of my past
Haunting me, tormenting me
I have some resemblance of peace the past comes crashing back in, bombardments will never cease
My head is starting to spin, feeling defeat from within, I can't help but give in
Inner demons bombing my mentality, my reality
These scerated memories before me explode and shake me to the core
These are feelings I can never ignore

See the pain seething
Feel your soul reeling
These memories will crush you
A sense of normalcy is what I am needing
I'm laying here and I can barely breath

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from A Darkness Unknown, released March 2, 2018

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Progressive metalcore studio project based out of Nashville. Connecting with fans through intense aggressive music and thought provoking themes.

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